Love..It makes you fat..like literally haha. You stop caring of what your partner thinks of your body because you know they love you for you. BUT when it disappears, your body gets hungry but not for physical things but emotional crap. In the end, if you don’t get out in time, your heart starves without you knowing because of how numb you feel. It effects the body and your mental thoughts and decision making. Get through it, be proud because that just shows how strong you are as a person to have stood strong in the most deepest blow you could have ever gotten.
Sadly…I realized this later..Lost a shirt size and jeans waist size ugh..HAH I’ll keep the jeans size but shirt, i need to get back to a medium or a large. need to bboy more lol. Enjoying florida, need to come back to jersey to finish some priorities. I’ll be coming back here again :)