Let It All Out

I miss being completely honest. Without being judged, neglected and abandoned. I miss being completely 100% honest when I was so free and let out whatever I wanted, the goofiness to empty jokes, to awkward words to the “omg” response. I miss being completely honest because I am willing to be honest even with the toll it comes with. My honesty got me into shit, into crap, and into a person who is drifting into the confuse maze I call T.I. K.C.U.F. The honesty that comes out when one is drunk because that was the only time people do care when one is so vulnerable to even walk.

However, what’s the point of being honest if you are just taken for granted.
Let it all out. Been bottling and still bottling it up. x.x

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(via Prayerfish) Good things come to those who wait. But better things come to those who work for it. - | Dale made this with Prayerfish. http://www.prayerfish.com/

prayerfish:

(via Prayerfish)

Good things come to those who wait. But better things come to those who work for it. - | Dale made this with Prayerfish.

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Experiencing pain helps us to grow up. To Mature. And growing up means that one becomes able to think for oneself and make one’s own decisions.To know and to reflect upon pain and then to come up with one’s own answer.

No Homo haha

I have to say, I’ve never had a brother but seems like anyone I considered a family really does act like one. A person you joke around with, someone who you’d randomly get pissed at, to be honest with, most importantly someone who would support you.
My family, parents, sister, my brother even tho he is freaking in Romania right now, he was able to support me.

He knows me, really knows me, and unlike the rest who would suggest, forget it…Just like him, try to fix anything till the end. Yeah, I’m blessed to have a brother like him. We don’t talk often, but when we do we continue where we left off. Whenever one of us would need help, suggestion or what not, we would help one another. Ever since high school, we had each other’s back, and until now we still do. We act stupid, say stupid things, but what we say happens to only the two of us. The gay moments when he would hump me, those weird pictures, yea…Bros

I guess I just want to thank him, when he said he got me..he really does. I wish I can prove to him that if he needs me..i got him.

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Note to self

Note to self

What Would You.

What would you do if you made a mistake
What would you do if you hurt someone so badly
What would you do if you were in my shoes
What would you do if the only word you can say is “I’m sorry”
What would you do if your anger took the best of you
What would you do if you know you can be better
What would you do if for sickness and in health, sickness wins
What would you do if it was your last breath
What would you do if you lost
What would you do if you’re burning
Most Importantly..
What would you do if you forsake yourself….

I honestly don’t know. 

I remind myself this every second. Probably why I don’t stay mad at someone, I love, too long and don’t want to end the day without resolving the anger between the person.

I remind myself this every second. Probably why I don’t stay mad at someone, I love, too long and don’t want to end the day without resolving the anger between the person.