Gotta let it out. I am sinking. Drowning. The load is too heavy. But to whom? Nobody…
Place: the specific spot that hurts is where no one can really touch or numb with an ice pack.
Again: it always happens on that one spot all because it’s from the same person. Like what people say, the person who hurts you the most is a person you care of the most.
Ice: exactly what it needs. After burning for months, the fire is quickly put out by the drowning words of “discontinue” the surrounding area all burned and just wants something cold to numb it. That’s why the best words after an incident are the coldest like “fuck you” or “grow some balls.”
Never: the word that would be used for protecting yourself. I will never forgive them, never look at them, never go for them again. But, reality is, if you take out this word, that is exactly what you will need to heal.
Note to Self: Now I know how my fave singer was able to write such good songs
To tell you the truth, words are the greatest weapon you can use.
Regrets run through these lips
From the past and not distant future
To meet with the eyes as witnesses
That words are the greatest weapon
Can cause peace
Can cause war
Can be the negotiator
Or can be the destroyer
It cuts deep into the soul
Into an unreachable part of the mind
With this said, regrets run through these lips.
Because words are the greatest weapon you can use.
Don’t lose anybody because of your anger.
Don’t have regrets with the words coming out of your mouth
I’ve lost somebody so precious because of this.
So think wisely, before you spit out words that can kill.
Always keep in mind that words are the greatest weapon you can use.
And i cant sleep. Work in 2 hours. I guess working today with no sleep.